倒霉的一天

And since I slept at 1am from all the action yesterday, I was really sleepy and not attentive during lesson today. Firstly, everything was in a mess and I couldn't get anything done. And I was clearing my desk in the morning and printing Chem notes. And I left house late and reached school late, but luckily lesson haven't started. And I forgot my ex-link card, which was the worst thing. And I thought that there was only Chemistry and English, and i didn't know that there was also MT, Biology, Amath and Geog and I didn't bring any of the books. So I'm seriously so screwed. And with the lack of sleep, today just wasn't my day. Why does it have to happen to me today when my mind is in a mess and my actions are nothing far from clumsy. Ahh, why am I just like that?!?

And I just realized how much more screwed I am for Chinese and the disappointment is back. I guess it's alright to break down and cry sometimes, to let everything out, to start anew, to stop holding everything in, to calm down, and to get encouraged.

@Wendy: It's alright. Being compared isn't nice and to feel inferior is really bitter. I'm sure you'll do really well from the effort you put in and how hardworking you are. It's alright to cry at times, to let everything out. The reason you're breaking down is because you've stayed strong for too long. Don't keep everything inside you kayy!! (although I'm like in no position to say this) Thanks for your encouragement and motivation when I'm just so tired and worn out. JIAYOU to you too!! Don't worry, you'll do well. I believe in you.