Today ended AWESOMELY

My dear beloved tablemate, nicknamed Aunty Can-can borrowed a super old elect geog textbook from her cousin and she's giving it to me!!! Yay!! Finally I'll have a geog textbook! I don't really mind it being old since there would usually be more notes there, not that I'll read it but it somehow helps in my mentality, I have no idea how. And it's just going to be more fragile, but not to worry, I'll take care of it properly.

Yeah, I've been really negative and discouraged about my geography cause I lost my textbook. I just seem to keep telling myself that I'm a failure at geog, when I actually am not. I've gotten good grades for geog before, but ever since my geog textbook was lost, I lost all hope. I think that I should be more flexible and study the other materials I have like power pact and everything else and stop telling myself that the power pact isn't useful to me. Teachers spent a lot of time to compile the power pact, I guess I should be more grateful.

And thanks qiaoxu for the encouragement. I'll try my best for my Chinese. I know that the composition and P2 were killer papers, but I hope oral and listening will aid me.

Yeah, have to wake up at 5 tomorrow to study for geography. I got to start being more positive and stop telling myself that I can't.