Physics O level SPA tomorrow. To be really honest, physics isn't my strongest subject, and I know it's time to change it. Physics was like my best in the earlier part of Sec 3, but ever since, I've been convincing myself that I can't do physics. Maybe I should try, maybe I should start thinking more positively.

But to be really honest, I'm scared. I really am. This fear isn't something I feel very frequently, but when it comes, I just know that something isn't right. I'm really scared for this, cause I know somehow that I can do physics, but I don't even know why I keep convincing myself that I can't.. I don't really know what to do now. I feel so helpless in my own world of physics. I feel so useless when it comes to physics. I just hope that it would be manageable. In need of motivation now.

I don't really know what's wrong with my blog, or is it just me not knowing how to use but my 16 JULY post just seems to disappear.

Sometimes, I wish for an older sibling. I want to be the younger one to have someone to turn to when I'm in need. To have someone to encourage me when I'm down. To have someone to share my happiness and problems with. To have someone to reassure me that everything's gonna be alright. I don't want to be the one to give advice, to help my siblings, to be there for them. Oh well, gotta be grateful! :)

Hopefully they can support me while I enjoy life! HAHAHA, what a selfish thought..