Just arrived home.

Went out to Jurong library with Sharon again! We seem to be quite productive, and we can be serious, but to be honest, I think it's quite fun too! We joke, we laugh, but we help each other out too! Sharon did up the TO-STUDY list, and honestly, it scares me. It really does.

And these aren't even all the subjects, but they're the more content heavy ones I guess?

Really tired. Just came home and bathed. So late already. It feels as though time is slipping out of my hands, like I'm trying to catch time like I'm catching water (hope this analogy makes sense). It really seems impossible and the workload is piling up more than ever before! I'm just tired, like really tired. I don't really know how to carry on from here. And the countdown just scares me and sends shivers down my spine.

To be really frank, I have never imagined Sec 4 life to be this hectic. It's only July, and the workload is becoming impossible. I really can't imagine how the future will look like now. I just hope to survive. I just hope to do my best. I guess it's the lost of motivation and the feeling that it's impossible. I just really hope that my best would be enough.

Yeah, maybe I should start being more optimistic and focus! :)