Bitter experiences..

Oral today. The feeling wasn't nice. I was too nervous. I could literally feel my heartbeat vibrating my entire hands and my mind was in a state of panic and blank. Sat beside Kylie, HAHAHAHAH, so coincidental. I hope I did alright. It was soooo scary. I hope that I didn't screw up and that the teachers will be lenient. I don't wanna be another disappointment to laoshi and all those who believed in me. I want to do my very best to make them proud. But did I do so? Doubt so.. I told myself that I could not leave the auditorium with any regrets, I MUST leave the auditorium feeling that I did my best, yet I left with regrets. Feelings of discouragement and disappointment flooded my mind. I just hope that I did all I could, that I did MY BEST, cause that's all God expects of me.

Went to the library to study with Sharon. O level Chemistry SPA tomorrow. I cannot screw this up. My last SPA, I hope that I'll do my best. Met Kylie there, superrr unexpected. Talked, laughed and chatted for about 1hr before Sharon's dad sent me home. So nice!! LUVYA SHARON!! Jiayou for tomorrow, you'll do well. Believe in yourself, you're capable and never doubt yourself! <3

'God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow or sun without rain. But He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears and light for the way. If God brings you to it, he'll bring you through it.'