I've seen better days, but I've also seen worst. I don't have everything that I want, but I do have all I need. I woke up with some aches and pain, but I woke up.
My life may not be perfect, but I am blessed.

Friday, 23 August 2013

Mixed feelings, Mixed emotions

Amath today. It was okay, but I kept thinking about Chinese results that I could hardly concentrate..

Then, it was time. I still remember sitting beside Kylie (cause we're just too fated) and we were both scared. I was literally shivering, I didn't know what to expect.

Then, it came out. I felt numb initially and maybe a little confused. It took me longer than usual for it to sink in. Gotta admit that it was REALLY unexpected. It has been a bittersweet journey, and I got to really thank laoshi for everything she's done for us! Considering that it was a 'killer' paper and everything was crazily hard, Caobao did really well!! I'm so proud of everyone of us! :')

Cel didn't do really well and I can sense how much inferior she feels now. Yeah, I know how that feels. It's really horrid and Planning to buy her Dunkin' donut to cheer her up! She's really open and I can sense her fears in her little self. She really doesn't deserve her grade at all! I feel that she deserves to do sooooo much better. You're better than you think, never give up on yourself! Trudge on strong! LUVYA CEL!! <3

And I still owe Kylie her panda present! Shall give it to her soon. Maybe to encourage her for her results, although she expected it and it's not bad actually, seriously it's quite good! And I'm sooooo super proud of Phyu!! SHE DID AWESOME!! LUVYA PHYU-BERTY <3

I was tearing the whole way back, and I think people on the train were judging me. It still hasn't sunk in fully yet. I guess it'll take time.. I feel like going out to buy food. I ate one whole bag of potato chips and ice cream and now I feel like going out to buy GUMMY BEARS!! YUMZ :)

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