Unproductivity

Pulled out of bed at 1PM today, HAHAHA joys of sleeping in. Ate lunch which Grandma was awaiting for me to get up before cooking lest the food gets cold, and yeah breakfast's loooong over.. Planted my butt in front of the TV before snacking and snacking and finding every excuse to consume the food in the fridge. Didn't do much or even anything today. Feeling so super unproductive, haizz I feel so dumb now and I'm not even doing anything about it..

GOING FOR BUFFET TOMORROW!! With #foreverhungry, HAHAHA Buffets are always worth it when you're hungry and feel like you can eat a buffalo. Going for desert buffet and yeah, that desert buffet will be my breakfast and lunch and whatever snacking I'll do in between, so I'm going to eat my FILL!!

Yeah, I'm going to school tomorrow. Maybe I'll reach like 9.30 or maybe even earlier? But I'm still contemplating if I should go to the canteen cause I'll be judged as I'm gonna wear my jeans and shoes cause I'm too lazy to change. There'll only be me and me alone, wandering around the school, #foreveralone, waiting for Arina's paper to finish. I'm gonna accompany Arina after her paper and wait for birthday girl Qiaoxu's royal arrival before heading to orchard, HAHAHA YAYY, I'm excited for tomorrow!! <3

That reminds me, I haven't charged the camera yet..

QIAOXUUU's BIRTHDAY!! :)

Physics today was surprisingly quite alright!! Paper 2 was too good to be true, HAHA, but Paper 1 was tricky and tedious. I bet they were playing with our time, haizz.. I had like no time to check and some I anyhow do, cause there's a 25% chance of getting each question correct, at least better than leaving it blank. I hope my physics would be good enough to be counted in my L1R5 since Chem is kinda hopeless now.. Okay, at least physics made today much MUCH better than I had expected it to be..

AND IT'S QUAOXU'S BIRTHDAYY!! Happy 16th birthday Qiaoxu! Thanks for all the laughter and the fun times we've had! I'm your bobo friend forever and always, HAHA LUVYA <3

HAHA, went out for lunch with her today! It was only the 2 of us but we had FUN!! Pastamania for lunch and SUPER DUPER worth it!! There was like 25% discount on the pastas and we had an additional $5 off. We each paid only $10, but we got 2 plates of pasta, one apple crumble pie, ice cream and a cookie & cream freeze drink! Food paradise~ we were like so full we stuck our butts there just to talk for one hour plus, HAHA :) Just talking and laughing and she was like judging me all the way cause I did stupid things, HAHA Happens when you're too brain dead and tired. And she told me there's going to be some rock climbing for some church organization, HAHA, I wanna goooo!! :) Hopefully nothing clashes on that day.. Then we went to walk around all the shops, HAHAHA and it was hilarious. We went from the 'cool' stuff shops to the kiddy shops to the department stores, HAHA At Kiddy Palace, we were like looking at all the kiddy clothes and Qiaoxu was like asking if I could fit. DUHH, obviously nottt. I'll most probably burst the dresses with my fats. And tiny shoes which I could hardly put my hand in was 'too big' for me, yeah right Qiaoxu.. -.- And we went into some department stall and went to test all the BB cream, HAHA Qiaoxu at first squeezed a bit on my hand, and my hand kinda turned whiter. Then she took the next bottle and squeezed like a mountain on my hand, GOSHHHHH and I wiped it on her. In the end, her whole ARM was like white, HAHAHAH this kinda reminds me of the time we did that at NTUC before ROD chalet, HAHAHA And we went to some other shop and Qiaoxu tested some watermelon cream onto both our hands, AND IT STINKS!!

Before I could even reach home, it started to POUR -.- haizz, but I ran home in the rain and used my jacket to cover my bag cause my phone and wallet is more important than myself. Anyways, if I fall sick, I'll have 4 days to recover before I go back to school, so YAY!!

THERE'S NO SCHOOL ON THURS AND FRI!! :) it's party time!! Yayy!! I can sleep in tomorrow and relax and chill out, okay maybe not cause there's still exams on Monday. But I somehow feel as if Os are over. Maybe it's just my wishful thinking.. And I'm like already in my pyjamas, ready to fall asleep anytime! HAHAHA can't wait to go out on Fridayy!!

Okay, I feel so super sian now. Today's dedicated to relaxing. And I feel like talking to someone but I presume everyone's sleeping now cause using our brains has never been so tiring ever before or maybe the hardcore muggers are mugging. I feel like sleeping, but if I sleep now, at night I'll have insomia again.. So yeah, I shaln't keep my hopes up toooo high..

I barely survived.

Geog today was difficult like asdfghj. I can still remember Gary Tan telling me to slow down during the exam, and I listened, and there was NO TIME :( Okay, I don't really blame him, cause he's just trying to help, and it's to try and see if this way works, I guess. I was really annoyed when the teachers in front kept TALKING. I'm like trying to do the paper and there they are right in front of me having their TALK COCK SESSION. I'm like REALLY sensitive to noise and I was kinda distracted. ARGH, geog is gonna be horrible! :(

Chem today wasn't any better. I didn't really study cause I was too absorbed in memorizing for geog. There goes my A1, or maybe even an A for Chem, haizz.. I was like betting on Chem, but maybe now, bio would seem like a better choice.

Physics tomorrow. I'm just hoping it all goes well. On a side note, I look freaking fat in the class photo, and it's like gonna be put into year book, gahhh :(

I'm dying..

GEOG + CHEM tomorrow?!?! Stresssssed. Two content heavy subjects put together, AHHHH

I feel like pulling all my hair out now. I haven't even started Chem and geog has took up all my pea sized brain space already. ARGHHH, no time to finish studying :(

I think I was too stressed out that I accidentally raised my voice at Grandma. I feel sooooo sorry now.. Argh, this is horrid, what's wrong with my life?! I can't get it into my brains, this is seriously killing me.. Yigin say today must 熬夜, but I DON'T WANT TO!! :( Gosh, this is madness.

Mixed feelings, Mixed emotions

Amath today. It was okay, but I kept thinking about Chinese results that I could hardly concentrate..

Then, it was time. I still remember sitting beside Kylie (cause we're just too fated) and we were both scared. I was literally shivering, I didn't know what to expect.

Then, it came out. I felt numb initially and maybe a little confused. It took me longer than usual for it to sink in. Gotta admit that it was REALLY unexpected. It has been a bittersweet journey, and I got to really thank laoshi for everything she's done for us! Considering that it was a 'killer' paper and everything was crazily hard, Caobao did really well!! I'm so proud of everyone of us! :')

Cel didn't do really well and I can sense how much inferior she feels now. Yeah, I know how that feels. It's really horrid and Planning to buy her Dunkin' donut to cheer her up! She's really open and I can sense her fears in her little self. She really doesn't deserve her grade at all! I feel that she deserves to do sooooo much better. You're better than you think, never give up on yourself! Trudge on strong! LUVYA CEL!! <3

And I still owe Kylie her panda present! Shall give it to her soon. Maybe to encourage her for her results, although she expected it and it's not bad actually, seriously it's quite good! And I'm sooooo super proud of Phyu!! SHE DID AWESOME!! LUVYA PHYU-BERTY <3

I was tearing the whole way back, and I think people on the train were judging me. It still hasn't sunk in fully yet. I guess it'll take time.. I feel like going out to buy food. I ate one whole bag of potato chips and ice cream and now I feel like going out to buy GUMMY BEARS!! YUMZ :)

I feel so dumb :(

Today was a regretful day. I stayed up till 1AM today to study SS Iraq and Kuwait chapter, thinking it would come out, but it didn't. LUCKILY conflict came out or I would have seriously died. That means that I wasted my entire night studying for nothing, argh?! And I was kinda falling asleep and in urgent need to pee during Emath. Gotta admit I wasn't in my best form. I SO regret not sleeping early, haizz I feel so dumb now :(

CHINESE O LEVEL results tomorrow. I'm scared :( I don't really know what to expect!! I'm just hoping all goes well :(

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Went to school for oral today. Gotta say it was easier than I had expected.. Luckily the theme was 'ACCIDENTS' and not 'Celebrities'. I think I would have died if I did celebrities cause I'm a noob and I know no one. This is like the first time I don't regret not saying anything after the oral ends, but I don't really know if it's a good thing or a bad one..

SS tomorrow. I'm going to take a huge risk, but I just hope it pays off.

Was talking to Yigin just now. I AM AMAZED at the way we do things as talk and think!! It's like EXACTLY the same! :) HAHAHA, truely amazed! She's watching TV, me too! She's going to sleep, me too! She's lying on her bed and texting me, ME TOO!! I'm lost for words, HAHA LUVYA YIGIN!! <3

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Emath today was quite okay, I think? Looking at the pace Kylie and Huileng did their papers, woah I stress, HAHA

Oral tomorrow.. I feel super unprepared. :( I don't really know what will come out, but I sense that it's going to be really unexpected.

And my neck is a little better, but I just found out that it's swollen. Haizz, now I know that I must treasure my neck more and the fact that my head can move. I feel like I'm growing OLDDD: Being stuck with my neck hurting like crap is horrid!! :( Even sleeping becomes a chore..

ENGLISHHH

Today was meh.. Got a lift from Sharon's Dad and it was fun! We reached sooooo early that we were all shocked, HAHAHA

My head hurts like crapp now. I was tilting it to the right for the whole day and every move hurts. Every move to my head stimulates some nerve impulse that carries to my neck and the worst part is that I can feel it!! OUCH, I couldn't really concentrate today. And I fell asleep, Haiz.. Now is like the worst time to fall sick, WHAT ON EARTH IS WRONG WITH ME?! And I feel so bad not studying with Kylie but that woman so last min then tell me, I also never bring anything, and I needed to go home to fix my neck.

HAHA, I remembered we sat next to each other by LUCK! And our Chinese Oral we also together! So fated, HAHAHA and I remembered we looked at each other during the exam and smiled, HAHA LUVYA KHOO!! <3

Jiayou for prelims! I'm sure you'll do well!! :) you've gotta believe.. And why we also soooo fated to sit together for Os?! Chinese oral also together, and now we're together for every paper, HAHHA

PRE-LIMS

Now I finally understand what 'deep teaching' means. The teachings are soooo DEEP, I think I need to change my way of thinking, Haiz.. Church today was great! Lesson was deep but I tried my best to understand. We need to dig deeper inside.

Dad had a talk with Uncle John today. So glad they're going to meet up soon! :) hopefully this would turn out into something better than I'll ever imagine! Sat with Zena today. I didn't know that a small message could make such a HUGE impact on her?!

I think I slept in the wrong position last night. My shoulder has been aching for the entire day! And I accidentally hit my arm on some cement, now my whole arm has like pins and needles. And numbness, ARGH :( what's wrong with me?! :(

PRELIMS tomorrow! Gahhhh, I'm soooo nervous.. Hope all goes well. I'm scared! :( and I just realized that Prelims are 3 weeks long, ahhhhh :(

EXPLORING

Went out to study with Kylie, Rae Ann and Chian Yee today! Went to Holland Village, I'm like so clueless around that area.. It was really fun! It was quite productive, to be honest. And the times where we talked and laughed and joked, HAHAHA

Lunch at Wendy's and then for ICE CREAM!! Yumz! And we talked soooo much along the way! We went to see so much good food, but no money..

Yeah, I understand how Kylie is feeling and I think she passed on her angst to Rongying. Haizz, I just hope that they won't think about that so much now and concentrate on Prelims..

Oral is going to be a NASTY surprise. I don't really know why to expect since it's the first year. Everyone's totally new to this, and yeah, kinda scared.. My impromptu answers are most probably the most common answers. And to keep talking, my throat is soooo dry. Okay, maybe cause I haven't been drinking water much lately.

And I don't even know when Chinese results are going to be released. The doubt, the fear, the worry. :(

16 07 13

Today was kinda normal.. Saw some new? Unique? Different? (Okay, I don't know how what word to use to describe) people outside my classroom. Jumped into G2 to have a chat with Jiali instead of walking straight into the awkward awkward area, HAHAHA This is what I call being one step ahead! Why do I seem to be able to guess when unexpected people will be there? This is a question I've been thinking about for quite some time, but I've yet to come up with an answer..

And my new nickname: MIDDLE GIRL

HAHAHAHA, thanks to my beloved deskmates! Yay! Now we're Jess DAPRO, Qi MIDDLE GIRL and AUNTY CANCAN!! HAHAHHA

Had Haagen Dazs ice cream for recess! Thanks to Mr Gary Tan! I hope I do well for geog this time. I don't want to disappoint him seeing how much effort and enthusiasm he puts in. And the awkward wave to him in the canteen, HAHAHA

I ate sooooo much chocolate today, HAHAH 10000000000 M&Ms and ice cream with Caramel and chocolate chips, and went high, HAHA

Wendy and I were in cahoots to scare Huileng today. She ended up scaring me, and I was like yeah bro.. HAHAHAHA, I kinda wasn't even scared at all! She failzxc

Chinese O level coming back already, ahh This one I'm really scared, but there's nothing I can do now.. I just hope I did decently and I didn't disappoint laoshi.

I don't really know why but there's this feeling within me which kinda numbs all my feelings. I don't really know how I'm feeling these days. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?! :(

ORAL is really gonna scare me. It's going to be soooo unexpected that I'm kinda feeling the pressure now.. ARGH, this is horrid!

And prelims, arhhh, diessss :( lost of motivation at the moment..

Winning or Losing

In August 2012, after years of allegations and investigations concerning doping charges, champion cyclist Lance Armstrong announced he would no longer fight the accusations of drug use. The US Anti-Doping Agency announced Armstrong would be stripped of his seven Tour de France titles and banned for life from competitive cycling.

Although Armstrong maintained his innocence, he lost all he had achieved in the world of competitive cycling: seven champion titles and essentially all the hard work that had gone into winning them.

This is what the Lord says: “Let not the wise boast of their wisdom or the strong boast of their strength or the rich boast of their riches, but let the one who boasts boast about this: that they have the understanding to know me” (Jeremiah 9:23–24).

All the money, fame, gadgets, toys, and status that we work so hard for can be gone in an instant. The one thing that remains is our faith in God.

Challenge for Today: Consider what your life “boasts” in. Determine to boast in the Lord.

The stars are shining so bright tonight!

I kinda just downright rejected that creep's invitation, HAHAHA Okay, I feel kinda mean now but who cares! Do I look like I'm even ready for this?! I'm like so immature and yeah, okay I have nothing else to say...

No school for sis tomorrow, argh, I'm so jealous.. P6 oral right in the middle of her exam period, lucky kid! She's gonna have another long holiday, haizz AND why is that woman so smart?! Don't study at all still can get 250+ for PSLE and what 80+ for physics and 70+ for biology for Sec 1?!?! If only I could steal her brain juices for these few weeks, argh, I'm like courting my own doom! I'm freaking out and you're so chillax?!

Anyways, jiayou for your exams mei, needless to say, you'll do well, like maybe toooo well, HAHA And if you're aiming to take triple science 9, which is only meant for geniuses, then I wish you all the best! I just don't get how you can LOVE history and literature, total opposite of me.. And yeah, jiayou!! <3 Thanks for always helping me to complete my English homework and revising Chinese oral with me! Why your languages soooo good?! Oh, and STUDY HARDER, and stop slacking or fighting for the TV with me! Good luck, and I'm sure you'll be a GREAT lawyer when you grow up! Take up Dad's job, HAHA and don't forget to support me, thanks thanks, HAHAHAHAH

Yeah, just wanted to say ALL THE BEST!! <3 Trust in The Lord, and rely on his limitless power. He will guide you through. Can't find our unglam pics, HAHA I think my phone is going crazyyyyy!! Okay, I'm so lazy now, sorry that my message is soooo short.. LUVYA MEI

I'm scared :(

Why does time fly by soooo fast this year?! Prelims, Os, ahhhh :( I'm having this feeling of unpreparedness and it really isn't nice. It's just this feeling that you're not good enough or that you're not doing your very best..

4 MORE DAYS, please save me!! I'm kinda having this feeling that it's not gonna be good.. I don't really know why but I have this weird numb feeling inside. Maybe it's because I've not done enough? Arghhh, I don't know!!

HAHAHA, this is hilarious! <3 G1 soooo much! :)

I don't really know what to dooooo

Yesterday was like food paradise!! I ate soooo much, HAHAHA so pig.. And we had Italian food for dinner! We ordered squid ink pasta just to try! It looked dangerous cause it was pure black, but it tasted surprisingly fantastic!! I loved it! And the lava cake, yumz

I almost overslept, luckily I was just in time to rush down before the car left!! *heaves a sigh of relief HAHA

Lesson today was really deep and I couldn't really understand. Talked to Violet about it during lunch, and yeah, she couldn't really understand as well. But the lesson today was HUGE and really impactful to see things from a different perspective. Played cards and had lunch with Violet, Janelle and Xueyi. I don't really know how to play, luckily one brother came to help me, so at least I won't lose until so bad, HAHA

Zena is really going through a lot now.. She seems very burdened by her problems and i think it's affecting her really badly. I hope she cheers up and don't be toooo down.

I saw Zena's wrist today at church and I found out that she's been cutting herself lately. I don't really know how long I've cried or how many tears I've shed, but I'm really really scared for her!! I don't really know how to encourage her, and I didn't know that she'll do these kind of things, because she seemed like a really outgoing Christian. All I did was encourage her.. I really want to help her, but I don't really know how?!

To Zena, just want to let you know that everything's going to be alright.. Don't keep everything to yourself! If you need a listening ear, I'll be here for you, ALWAYS. I really hope that you'll get better soon. I love you soooo much!! <3

I don't really have any mood to think about myself now.. All I'm thinking about is how to help Zena!! I don't really care about that creep who texts me every single day. His 'good morning's and 'good night's are and will always be unanswered. Can't he see that I'm somewhat rejecting him, ARGH?!

THE GOOD OLD DAYS

Okay, so I spent the morning finding that one photo cause the cadets wanted it.. And yeap, glad to say that be found it!! :) My morning was spent looking through all the photos and I ended up reminiscing the good old times, HAHAHA

Soooo many things happened, and time is so tight that you hardly have time to remember those times.. Oh well, I spent my morning looking through everything, HAHAHAH A bit 无聊, but oh well, it was great!

BUFFET LUNCH CAUSE IT WAS AN EARLY EARLY DAY!! Food paradise~

ROD PARADE, when Charlie became Delta

ROD CHALET, okay this one can't post too many pics, HAHA

THESE GURLS ARE ON FIREEEE

NCCDP, the trophy's back it's home!! :')

Kylie is so super strong. She could carry the entire me up with one arm, like woah?! Not that I'm very light, more like she's super strong!

Phyu looks like my 大姐姐 when in fact, she's my 小妹妹. How I long for an older sibling :(

NATIONAL DAY 2013!!

Okay, these aren't all, but I'm too tired/lazy already, so I'll just leave it like that..

Aug 9 2013

Woke up sooo early today, felt so proud of myself!! But I wasted all my time eating, HAHAHA

I think I'm having this real fear of going onto Whatsapp now.. That creep is scaring the life outta me!! :(

I think he is freaking disgusting, argh.. Why on earth does he want to know what I do every single day?! SOMEONE HELP MEEEEE!!! :( I'm honestly very scared now..

Went to Lot 1 for dinner and picked up didi after his NDP. He told me that he could give me the cap after NDP, but apparently he threw it away.. I feel like crying now, that cap is soooo cool. I have a feeling that he's just bluffing me, but if it's real, woah, 心痛 I tell you..

Been having a conversation with Karen lately.. What she said is kinda true, and I also want to change that, but I guess there's nothing much that we can do. I really love how she shows concern and really confides in me when she's not happy. She's really open and unafraid. I don't really know why but we communicate really well with each other and we can share everything that's on our minds. I really treasure her as a friend and I can see that she puts in a lot of effort and care into this friendship! <3

A wasted day..

Look at my Pageviews!! I managed to catch 1234!! HAHAHA, happened when I was looking through my posts aka stalking myself, HAHA

I feel like cutting my hair again.. It's too curly and gross. Mum caught me doing something I shouldn't be and snapped a photo of me. Gosh, so unglam, but no one will see, HAHAHA

And that guy keeps on texting me!! :( If Mum finds out, I'm dead.. He asked me which floor I stay, since he already knows the block, and what's my view outside my window.. That means he can find out the actual unit?! I didn't tell him anything BUT he seems so bent on finding out cause he keeps asking.. It's too creepy, helppp :( He keeps asking what I'm doing, does he want to stalk my life?! I need someone to talk to now! I don't really know what to do.. :(

On a side note, I haven't been doing much lately.. Slacking like mad. In need of motivation now :(

I bet it'd be me..

Okay, I need to stress myself out A LOT now and everything will be good. My motivation comes from desperation! I just found this out not long ago..

NATIONAL NIGHT

Now that guy is asking me to go downstairs to play basketball with him at 8am tomorrow. WOAHHH, I doubt I'll even wake up soooo early, HAHAHAH Now how am I supposed to tell him that in a nice way? I feel so bad, he said he's gonna play alone if I don't go down. But 1 boy and 1 girl playing basketball in the morning, NOOOOOO WAY MAN Awkward much..

On a side note, I love Kylie's Whatsapp profile pic!! It's the stuff she bought at the same shop she bought the earrings! So cool man..

Please let the next few days be productive. I'm just hoping it will be. Or else, I'm dead. Seriously dead..

NATIONAL DAY 2013

NATIONAL DAY TODAY!! Our last. It was amazing! Different people, different memories, but all memorable! :) Jo told me to wear delta tee, so I did. And I was fretting over what pants to wear. Luckily, Qiaoxu helped me. '3rd from top' in my cupboard, HAHAHA, thanks Qiaoxu!! Hence, my outfit for the day! Okay, I think I look different?

Went down in the morning with Kylie, Jovina, Keethan and Jia. G1&G2! Met Chen and Karen down there. Karen's outfit was like soooo tight, Jia, Kyl, Jo and Keethan were like commenting on her curves, HAHAHA And that Chen kept commenting on my attire. She said I look good in this pants cause I'm thin (which i disagree) and my shoe very nice and my feet very small... HAHA, okay thanks Chen! You look really good today too! :)

And spent recess with Phyu in her class. I think the red and white lines drawn on our faces were really unique and I loved them! Don't really know why Phyu don't like them so much. When Phyu and I came back from the toilet, there was this really sweet girl who suddenly tapped me on the back and said 'Hi! You look so pretty today'. I was shocked and I didn't really know how to react, so I just said thank you super shyly, HAHAHA I wanted to say 'you look pretty too!', but I shy lah. I don't even know that girl at all, but one thing's for sure, she's really sweet!! It's so nice when people give you these kind of unexpected compliments, and I really appreciate that! :) To that girl, you're really pretty too! Don't ever underestimate yourself. You're unique, special and beautiful in your own way! I hope to get to know you much better. You're a wonderful person, and I really appreciate your compliment. Thank you! <3

Went out with Kylie today! Lunch was fantastic and she entertained me with all her stories and nonsense, HAHAHA And our homework exchange programme, HAHAHAHAHA She helped me do my Chem and I helped her do her Emath! Then we went shopping before going home. I love shopping with Kylie cause she'll bring me to nice places to see nice things, and it's also a good time to walk and talk and relax! Kylie bought me a pair of earrings today. It was really unexpected and I loved it! THANKS KYL!! <3 I need to prepare a panda present for her. I don't really know why, but when people give me something, I feel obliged to return the favour. I shall go get Kyl something, maybe to encourage her for Prelims!!

When I was going home in the bus, I was sitting down. Some boy suddenly came and sat beside me, but he was listening to his own music, so I didn't give it much thought. He and I alighted at the same stop. As I was waiting for the traffic light to turn green, he suddenly appeared beside me and asked for my number in an awkward voice. He was like 'can I have your number? It's a dare from my friends' and then I was like 'errrr, okay?' And then it was so super awkward, you could literally feel the awkwardness building up. And the worst part is that the traffic light took sooooo long to turn green, so I was so awkward standing there. I think he also felt awkward, and I could see from the corner of my eyes that he was trying to ask a question to try to make the atmosphere a little more bearable, but the only question he asked was 'what school are you from?', HAHAHA

Right when I reached home, he started texting me already, like :o he started guessing my level, and when he realized that I'm Sec 4, okay, I shall just post the conversation. Awkward awkward one..

And he kept asking question after question. I was talking about NC cause he thought I was in photographic cause I was holding my camera, like WHUT?! And he said my voice is sexy, like WHUTT, sooooo awkward. And I don't even know him, like a stranger telling you your voice is nice, sooooo weird

I'm still feeling the awkward atmosphere, arhhhh.. I think he stalked me cause he even knows the block I stay, when he doesn't even stay there at all. And he asked me to go play basketball with him when I'm free and he want to have lunch and fun during the holidays.. Oh my gosh, how?! I feel soooo awkward and weird.

Although I do know that talking to strangers is bad and giving your number to them is worst, but honestly, he seems okay and like just wanna be friends. I'm not ready for anything yet, just to let you know..

ON THE WHOLE, TODAY WAS AN UNEXPECTED DAY, WHICH TURNED OUT TO BE REALLY GOOD!

1. Chen said that I looked good. Things like that doesn't always come from people like her but when she says it, she really means it. You look great today too, Chen! <3 Thanks for sharing and confiding in me when you are down. You're better that you think. 你一定可以的！加油！

2. A really sweet girl said that I looked pretty. This coming from a random stranger is something that I really appreciate it. It DOESN'T mean that when - said 'you look really pretty today. I'm serious', I don't appreciate. I don't know if she really meant it or because she wants that photo, HAHAH And yeah, that coming from a stranger, was really unexpected. A huge thank you to that really sweet girl. You're beautiful in your own way, never forget that! <3

3. Kylie bought me a pair of earrings. Kylie doesn't always buy people gifts, but when she gives, she is someone who really gives from the <3 and I'll definitely treasure it! She bought one for herself too! To Kyl, thanks for the earrings, we should wear it together one day! #coolkids I hope that you won't stress yourself out too much and learn to relax. Thanks for confiding in me when you need a listening ear. I'll always be here for you, always. 'In a heartbeat, I'll be there for you'…

4. Random guy asked for my number. Although this is really creepy, but he apologized for the inconvenience and for putting me in a spot. This is counted as 'unexpected' as well, I guess?

Okay, I shall let the photos do the talking.

I feel like calling someone NOW. Today was, honestly, one of the BEST days of my life! I feel like taking to someone now. ANYONE!! Just call me! I bet no one will see this, cause I highly doubt anyone will even know of this blog, so I guess I shaln't keep my hopes up too high. But I really feel like talking to someone now. Late night call! Okay, maybe I should just abandon this crazy idea..