A quite productive day

Ended at 1.30pm today. SO EARLY!! :)

Went to the library with Kylie, Jiali, Keethan and Jo to work. Quite productive, actually. Then I went up to class to get my phone which was charging and went downstairs to give Rachel something..

And I met my ex cadets today and we had fun! Keethan and I were like swagging like swag brothers, HAHAHA!! Okay, and we attempted to throw rubbish and grass on Rachel. We had real fun, right bro? /nods heads/. Okay, and we got chased away by Rachel, sobs :(

Went back to class to collect Crezunite shirt for Kylie, Jiali, Keethan and Jo and to the library to collect my bag, since these mean people left my bag there :( Then my ex cadet called me down to take photo, and I also had lunch at the same time. Oooh, they remembered about me?! I thought they forgot about me liaoz.. hehe, but they didn't!

And we had games too! Although my ankle hurt cause I wasn't wearing my own shoes (accidently wore my sister's shoes today, HAHAA). But I had fun! Sorry for being so awkward and whatnots. It's just that I don't really know if I'm being selfish since everytime they had TCS, I was there. I feel that I should let Rachel have some time with them as well! Luckily, I gave her some private time! Sorry Alpha, for not being the NCO that you wanted me to be/that you expected of me. It's just that I don't know if you all want to spend some time alone with Rachel. Although I know that you all do not feel this way, but I feel that I'm being selfish if I am always there and not let Rachel have a chance. I really don't know if it's being selfish. I really don't and I'm really sorry, Alpha..

My personality is S. It stands for being shy, super nice, and maybe socially awkward too, hehe. But honestly, I don't let people in very easily, but once I let someone in, I hold that person very closely. Betrayal hurts me a lot. I really regard friends/those i let into my life very specially. It's a different thing and I'm sorry for not being open. I'm really afraid of people judging and whatnots. It's because of somethings I went through in my life. Unless you're in, you won't really know.. Sorry, God made me like that and I'm seeking ways to improve myself. Sorry for being a loser. I just don't get anything right. I just can't express what I'm really feeling. I just don't do what I planned. I just don't dare to speak what's in my mind. I'm sorry. I'll improve myself.

I'm imperfect, but I'm grateful for my life!! :)