Beauty, from the inside out.

It's so encouraging so hear someone tell you that 'you're beautiful' when all the while, you have been living under a rock and believing that you are nothing close to beautiful.

I have been rather dull these days, with a relatively low self-esteem. Maybe it's schoolwork, maybe it's stress, maybe it's the feeling that I'm not good enough or maybe I'm just dumb. But whatever it is, it's killing me from inside out. But it's heartening to know that there are people out there who believes in me. They are the ones who would help you up when you fall, lend a listening ear when you have trouble and provide advice. They are the ones who would tell you that 'you're beautiful' when you're down, to let you know that everything's gonna be alright. Thanks Jessica and Kai Shuen. You have no idea how much this means to me. You both are beautiful in your own special ways. Don't ever self doubt yourself or give up hope. Hang on and persevere, we will get through this year together! :)

Anyways, had IMT today with my cadets. Sacrificing physics mastery class was SO SUPER worth it. Just hope that tty will not scold since i did not tell him about it.

Thanks Alpha 1 for always being such fast learners. Your shooting scores was superb for first-timers. I'm sure you all were very serious about it and did your very best. Honestly, you did very very well. I'm so proud of you. I can see that you all really genuinely want to EXCEL WITH PRIDE, and you are fighting very hard for it. Continue fighting for what you really want. Help each other, don't leave anyone out. You all have no idea how much potential we can see in you and we are trying our very best to stretch you to your fullest potential. We know that you can do better, so give in your very best, cause that's all that we ask of you.

I also learnt a new thing today, that you all know how to have fun. Just that when it's time to be serious, you all must be more serious and focused. When it's time to have fun, we can have fun and enjoy ourselves. Just that there must be a limit. We cannot have too much fun, or always be super serious, so you need to find a balance. That is one thing that you all can work on more. When it's time to be serious, you all must be fully serious and concentrate before you can earn that short time of 'fun'. So work for it.

And thanks for the Yupi gummy bears and Choco mints. I know that times might get difficult, but encouragements always makes it more worth it. Just show good standard for activity, that would be our greatest reward. It would make everything worth it.

On a side note, thanks for the little presents. They would be beneficial to keep me awake during lessons!! :)