You think that just because you are of a 'higher' position that you can scold and treat everyone like your servants. WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE. You were the one who caused our plans to be cancelled. We already informed you about our plans 2 days in advance, yet you choose to only check your email the night before. And when you are displeased with it, you expect us to cancel everything at the last minute. And when we want to explain, you just shut us out and want everything to be done your way.
Now, when you send us stuff A FEW DAYS ago, and don't even give us sufficient time to get it done. Yet you expect us to give it to you the next day. And again, you inform us about it so late and expect everything to be done. We are not your servants, so stop treating us like one. You expect us to be able to get things done within a few hours when the task is not easy. Yet when we send you things, you just brush it aside till the very last minute, and when you don't agree, you expect it changed. Yet you only tell us at 10+pm. And when we call you, you don't even bother to pick up, yet when you call us, we are expected to pick up.
WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE. If you are implying that we are irresponsible, think about yourself. Aren't you also as irresponsible or maybe even more? You treat us like your servants. When you want things to be done, you inform us at like 8pm and expect it early the next morning. And when you are unhappy with what we did, you tell us at 10pm and expect it changed or events cancelled. STOP MAKING OUR LIFE MORE MESSED UP. You think that we have so much time to wait on you and treat you like Ms Queen. SORRY, NO. YOU DON'T DESERVE SUCH ROYALTY, FYI..
And you have no right to discipline others. Don't think so highly of yourself. You are not home yet, so am I. You might be taking a car for all I know. You sit in air-con room for so long yet we are sweating and tired. You don't even care at all, so you'd be better off keeping your mouth shut. You are getting paid for this, we are not. So stop comparing yourself to us. Please exercise a bit of consideration (if you have any at all) and stop throwing your weight around. No wonder the previous batches were better off not informing you about anything. Cause they know you would just cause unnecessary trouble and act all high and mighty. You are nothing but a worthless piece of trash. You don't even bother to help us when we are in need. You think this is forced labour is it?
And so much for saying to put our studies first. People are having OLEVEL SPA tomorrow and yet we are forced to complete the stuff you want FIRST. You don't even care about the plight people are in. We need to study for O LEVELS, so I hope that you will not be so inconsiderate and put yourself in others' shoes. You don't even have any sense of priority. I just lost ALL my respect for you, just to let you know.
Thursday, 28 February 2013
Wednesday, 27 February 2013
Beauty, from the inside out.
It's so encouraging so hear someone tell you that 'you're beautiful' when all the while, you have been living under a rock and believing that you are nothing close to beautiful.
I have been rather dull these days, with a relatively low self-esteem. Maybe it's schoolwork, maybe it's stress, maybe it's the feeling that I'm not good enough or maybe I'm just dumb. But whatever it is, it's killing me from inside out. But it's heartening to know that there are people out there who believes in me. They are the ones who would help you up when you fall, lend a listening ear when you have trouble and provide advice. They are the ones who would tell you that 'you're beautiful' when you're down, to let you know that everything's gonna be alright. Thanks Jessica and Kai Shuen. You have no idea how much this means to me. You both are beautiful in your own special ways. Don't ever self doubt yourself or give up hope. Hang on and persevere, we will get through this year together! :)
Anyways, had IMT today with my cadets. Sacrificing physics mastery class was SO SUPER worth it. Just hope that tty will not scold since i did not tell him about it.
Thanks Alpha 1 for always being such fast learners. Your shooting scores was superb for first-timers. I'm sure you all were very serious about it and did your very best. Honestly, you did very very well. I'm so proud of you. I can see that you all really genuinely want to EXCEL WITH PRIDE, and you are fighting very hard for it. Continue fighting for what you really want. Help each other, don't leave anyone out. You all have no idea how much potential we can see in you and we are trying our very best to stretch you to your fullest potential. We know that you can do better, so give in your very best, cause that's all that we ask of you.
I also learnt a new thing today, that you all know how to have fun. Just that when it's time to be serious, you all must be more serious and focused. When it's time to have fun, we can have fun and enjoy ourselves. Just that there must be a limit. We cannot have too much fun, or always be super serious, so you need to find a balance. That is one thing that you all can work on more. When it's time to be serious, you all must be fully serious and concentrate before you can earn that short time of 'fun'. So work for it.
And thanks for the Yupi gummy bears and Choco mints. I know that times might get difficult, but encouragements always makes it more worth it. Just show good standard for activity, that would be our greatest reward. It would make everything worth it.
On a side note, thanks for the little presents. They would be beneficial to keep me awake during lessons!! :)
I have been rather dull these days, with a relatively low self-esteem. Maybe it's schoolwork, maybe it's stress, maybe it's the feeling that I'm not good enough or maybe I'm just dumb. But whatever it is, it's killing me from inside out. But it's heartening to know that there are people out there who believes in me. They are the ones who would help you up when you fall, lend a listening ear when you have trouble and provide advice. They are the ones who would tell you that 'you're beautiful' when you're down, to let you know that everything's gonna be alright. Thanks Jessica and Kai Shuen. You have no idea how much this means to me. You both are beautiful in your own special ways. Don't ever self doubt yourself or give up hope. Hang on and persevere, we will get through this year together! :)
Anyways, had IMT today with my cadets. Sacrificing physics mastery class was SO SUPER worth it. Just hope that tty will not scold since i did not tell him about it.
Thanks Alpha 1 for always being such fast learners. Your shooting scores was superb for first-timers. I'm sure you all were very serious about it and did your very best. Honestly, you did very very well. I'm so proud of you. I can see that you all really genuinely want to EXCEL WITH PRIDE, and you are fighting very hard for it. Continue fighting for what you really want. Help each other, don't leave anyone out. You all have no idea how much potential we can see in you and we are trying our very best to stretch you to your fullest potential. We know that you can do better, so give in your very best, cause that's all that we ask of you.
I also learnt a new thing today, that you all know how to have fun. Just that when it's time to be serious, you all must be more serious and focused. When it's time to have fun, we can have fun and enjoy ourselves. Just that there must be a limit. We cannot have too much fun, or always be super serious, so you need to find a balance. That is one thing that you all can work on more. When it's time to be serious, you all must be fully serious and concentrate before you can earn that short time of 'fun'. So work for it.
And thanks for the Yupi gummy bears and Choco mints. I know that times might get difficult, but encouragements always makes it more worth it. Just show good standard for activity, that would be our greatest reward. It would make everything worth it.
On a side note, thanks for the little presents. They would be beneficial to keep me awake during lessons!! :)
Thursday, 21 February 2013
HAPPY BELATED B'DAY KYLIE
Anyways, enjoy your tuitions and work hard for Os. I'm sure you'll do well. Jiayou! :)
Tuesday, 19 February 2013
Hang in there!
Here I am just starting to study for Amath test. And crap, there is like so much to study. :(
Okay, I just had another major meltdown. I have them quite regularly these days, for reasons unknown. I tend to cry a lot when I'm stressed. And I'll usually do it in the toilet. Sometimes, it's hard to keep everything inside of you when you know that it's killing you from inside out. It's hard to not be able to openly show my emotions for fear of being judged. It's hard to keep doing what's right when it's starting to take a toil on you. It's hard...
It's not easy keeping up with the demands of both school life and CCA. Sometimes, things just get too much for you to handle. At times, you'd find yourself cracking under the pressure. Maybe it's because you're doing too much, maybe it's because you try too hard, maybe it's because there is no one there to help or maybe it's because you're doing more than you should.
Sometimes, I feel like I'm fighting a one-man fight. I'm there alone and there's no one else to help, to turn to, to seek advice, to find comfort. But maybe, it's the comfort after crying, after telling myself to hang on strong, to tell myself that life was never easy, but it's gonna be worth it, that spurs me on.
'Find a place inside where there is joy, and the joy will burn out the pain'
And I remembered what the Principal came and told my class today. To HANG IN there, because it's only gonna get better. We'll pull through this year together, through the joy and triumphs, through the pain and suffering, and emerging stronger and braver.
Okay, I kinda need to get started on Amath. Or else I'd be sleeping tomorrow morning. :(
Okay, I just had another major meltdown. I have them quite regularly these days, for reasons unknown. I tend to cry a lot when I'm stressed. And I'll usually do it in the toilet. Sometimes, it's hard to keep everything inside of you when you know that it's killing you from inside out. It's hard to not be able to openly show my emotions for fear of being judged. It's hard to keep doing what's right when it's starting to take a toil on you. It's hard...
It's not easy keeping up with the demands of both school life and CCA. Sometimes, things just get too much for you to handle. At times, you'd find yourself cracking under the pressure. Maybe it's because you're doing too much, maybe it's because you try too hard, maybe it's because there is no one there to help or maybe it's because you're doing more than you should.
Sometimes, I feel like I'm fighting a one-man fight. I'm there alone and there's no one else to help, to turn to, to seek advice, to find comfort. But maybe, it's the comfort after crying, after telling myself to hang on strong, to tell myself that life was never easy, but it's gonna be worth it, that spurs me on.
'Find a place inside where there is joy, and the joy will burn out the pain'
And I remembered what the Principal came and told my class today. To HANG IN there, because it's only gonna get better. We'll pull through this year together, through the joy and triumphs, through the pain and suffering, and emerging stronger and braver.
Okay, I kinda need to get started on Amath. Or else I'd be sleeping tomorrow morning. :(
Monday, 18 February 2013
There's so much homework today.. GAHH, don't think I'll be able to
finish all, HELP ME!! And there is Geog common test tomorrow and i
haven't studied a single thing. And there is total defense parade too!
Parade = wake up early = prepare uniform = less time to sleep = no energy for school = no time for homework and tests.
BUT OHWELL, this will be like our last school parade, so i WILL treasure it.
Better be more positive.. OKAY, so on a positive note, actually i don't really have to wake up very early as Daddy would be fetching me to school. YAY!! And preparing uniforms allows me to learn to not procrastinate so that i would be able to have more sleeptime! YAY!! And PE is like the first period, so that would be my wakeup call, causing sleeping during PE would bring about drastic consequences. And exercising would make me alert, WHY? To be honest, i don't know. And HECK about the homework and tests. Kinda not due tomorrow, but i don't think i'll have time to finish since the week is packed with numerous tests.
AND MY GEOG HOW?? Tomorrow is like the test already, and i haven't even touched the Geog book yet. OH NO!! I think I'll read through, hopefully tomorrow goes well.
Okay, got to go now. In current need of GEOG knowledge..
Parade = wake up early = prepare uniform = less time to sleep = no energy for school = no time for homework and tests.
BUT OHWELL, this will be like our last school parade, so i WILL treasure it.
Better be more positive.. OKAY, so on a positive note, actually i don't really have to wake up very early as Daddy would be fetching me to school. YAY!! And preparing uniforms allows me to learn to not procrastinate so that i would be able to have more sleeptime! YAY!! And PE is like the first period, so that would be my wakeup call, causing sleeping during PE would bring about drastic consequences. And exercising would make me alert, WHY? To be honest, i don't know. And HECK about the homework and tests. Kinda not due tomorrow, but i don't think i'll have time to finish since the week is packed with numerous tests.
AND MY GEOG HOW?? Tomorrow is like the test already, and i haven't even touched the Geog book yet. OH NO!! I think I'll read through, hopefully tomorrow goes well.
Okay, got to go now. In current need of GEOG knowledge..
Just a random post...
I HATE ODD WEEKS!!
Odd weeks are the killer weeks. 3 days ending at 3pm and 2 days ending at 2pm, not forgetting the famous common tests we have and the remedials and extra lessons and whatnots.. And of course the pile of unfinished homework.
LOVING EVEN WEEKS!!
Even weeks is where we end at 12.30pm on one day, 2 end-at-1.30pm-days, one day ending at 2pm, and another at 2.30pm. Woah, even weeks are like my favorite. And coincidentally, we don't have many tests on even weeks!
Odd weeks are like end-so-late and many tests. Even weeks are the opposite, end so early and very few tests. Okay, hope even week comes more often. Going home at 12.30pm is like so shiok.. And in my class, no one kinda follows the rules of going home after 1.30pm, cause it's just a waste of 1 hours..
Thursday, 14 February 2013
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!! π
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY, EVERYONE!!π
Today's Valentines! And honestly, I didn't expect to receive sooo many presents. I really didn't as I'm neither popular or well-known. But I love receiving anonymous presents!! I love the suspense and guessing who gave it to me.
And I took like super long to figure out that my secret valentine is GRACE!! Aiya, she's so cheeky.. Fatin wrote the note and Nicole put it on my desk so many days before Valentines, so I was kept in suspense for so long, guessing with no success.. Haiya, Grace ahh, why you never reveal yourself and make yoursel known??
Haha, and I sneaked Ling Jun's present under her desk the second she stepped out of class, haha. She was on her way to the Chem lab for Chem. Wendy opened her desk and I realized that there was no space, so I placed it all the way at the corner, trying to make it less obvious than how it already is. Oh well, I hope you like it, Ling Jun! Sorry for not answering you properly when you thanked me. I was fretting over the notes to YiGin, Nat, Arina, Qiaoxu, Jovina and Janani. Haha, sorry ahh!! π
And Jo being my secret valentine is like the MOST UNEXPEXTED THING, okay. I was seriously in SHOCK. Just yesterday, Jo, Karen, Soe and I were like going home together and we were discussing. And mine was Karen, yet I was talking and talking to make it less obvious. And Jo was like keeping quiet there, kinda suspicious.. And this morning, Wendy was like 'your NCC valentine came this morning and delivered your present'. And I was like WHOWHOWHO?? And she didn't wanna tell me :( She said someone who eats a lot, so I guessed Jo. Yet she just laughed, so I was really convinced that Jo wasn't.. THANKS FOR THR SURPRISE, JO!! I hope you like the chocolates! :) I still owe you a baby pooh for your b'day!
Anyways, thanks to everyone for the presents!! I really didn't expect so many. Thanks to my secret valentine from G1, GRACE, for the Choco pie. To my NC secret valentine, JOVINA for the glass bottle, note and SURPRISE!! To WENDY for the small pouch, note and mini surprise, ohman, I can't believe how I kept asking you who gave me that when it was YOU. To YIGIN for the toblerone and the note, yep, great minds think alike! To ARINA for the note and wonderful drawing, yay, one of my oldest friend. To QIAOXU for the rose and agar agar and sweets, haha you were so hilarious feeding everyone and you made me open my mouth for so long like an idiot and you refuse to put the sweet into my mouth, ahh, so paiseh!! To JANANI for the heart-shaped note and rose, I like the blue rose. To NATALIE, haha, it's alright, be a good kid and finish your homework first. To PHYU for the chocolates. To Charlie'12 for the mess of goodies and yumz!!
TO EVERYONE: Thanks for playing such a huge part of my Crescent life. Here's a gigantic THANKYOU!! You are all amazing people that will go far in life. This year, we're Sec 4s already, O level year.. This year is sure gonna be a demanding and tiring one, but hang in there! Never give up and I'm sure everyone of you will ace the exams. Jiayou, we'll pull through this year together! Persevere, it will be worth it! Loveya!❤
Today's Valentines! And honestly, I didn't expect to receive sooo many presents. I really didn't as I'm neither popular or well-known. But I love receiving anonymous presents!! I love the suspense and guessing who gave it to me.
And I took like super long to figure out that my secret valentine is GRACE!! Aiya, she's so cheeky.. Fatin wrote the note and Nicole put it on my desk so many days before Valentines, so I was kept in suspense for so long, guessing with no success.. Haiya, Grace ahh, why you never reveal yourself and make yoursel known??
Haha, and I sneaked Ling Jun's present under her desk the second she stepped out of class, haha. She was on her way to the Chem lab for Chem. Wendy opened her desk and I realized that there was no space, so I placed it all the way at the corner, trying to make it less obvious than how it already is. Oh well, I hope you like it, Ling Jun! Sorry for not answering you properly when you thanked me. I was fretting over the notes to YiGin, Nat, Arina, Qiaoxu, Jovina and Janani. Haha, sorry ahh!! π
And Jo being my secret valentine is like the MOST UNEXPEXTED THING, okay. I was seriously in SHOCK. Just yesterday, Jo, Karen, Soe and I were like going home together and we were discussing. And mine was Karen, yet I was talking and talking to make it less obvious. And Jo was like keeping quiet there, kinda suspicious.. And this morning, Wendy was like 'your NCC valentine came this morning and delivered your present'. And I was like WHOWHOWHO?? And she didn't wanna tell me :( She said someone who eats a lot, so I guessed Jo. Yet she just laughed, so I was really convinced that Jo wasn't.. THANKS FOR THR SURPRISE, JO!! I hope you like the chocolates! :) I still owe you a baby pooh for your b'day!
Anyways, thanks to everyone for the presents!! I really didn't expect so many. Thanks to my secret valentine from G1, GRACE, for the Choco pie. To my NC secret valentine, JOVINA for the glass bottle, note and SURPRISE!! To WENDY for the small pouch, note and mini surprise, ohman, I can't believe how I kept asking you who gave me that when it was YOU. To YIGIN for the toblerone and the note, yep, great minds think alike! To ARINA for the note and wonderful drawing, yay, one of my oldest friend. To QIAOXU for the rose and agar agar and sweets, haha you were so hilarious feeding everyone and you made me open my mouth for so long like an idiot and you refuse to put the sweet into my mouth, ahh, so paiseh!! To JANANI for the heart-shaped note and rose, I like the blue rose. To NATALIE, haha, it's alright, be a good kid and finish your homework first. To PHYU for the chocolates. To Charlie'12 for the mess of goodies and yumz!!
TO EVERYONE: Thanks for playing such a huge part of my Crescent life. Here's a gigantic THANKYOU!! You are all amazing people that will go far in life. This year, we're Sec 4s already, O level year.. This year is sure gonna be a demanding and tiring one, but hang in there! Never give up and I'm sure everyone of you will ace the exams. Jiayou, we'll pull through this year together! Persevere, it will be worth it! Loveya!❤
Sunday, 10 February 2013
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! ζ°εΉ΄εΏ«δΉ！
Greetings form KL, Malaysia. Just arrived at about 9+pm cause I spent the morning in dreamland. So we headed out at 1pm. There was horrible jam at Johore for about 2hrs. This time, we only had 2 rest stops, which was so unlike our usual 4-5 rest stops. Anyways, it's so tiring to be traveling, and stuck in the car for 8hrs.. Siann.. And I brought my Chemistry Energy Changes worksheet and Emath weekend assignment. And it's like the first time I'm traveling while oozing and it feels weird. I'm like extremely self conscious and whatnots.
And at midnight, we had the usual fireworks. Bro fell down an Hirt his knee and side of his ever round stomach, ouch! Hope you get well soon, bro. I feel so tired now and it's like 1:35am?!?! Ahhh.. Okay, I still need to bathe and get into bed. I think I'll spend tomorrow going out to buy foolscape paper cause I realized that I had no more foolscape paper, so mum promised that we'll buy it in Malaysia. And I think my Chinese New Year will be spent doing my 'favorite' Chem energy changes worksheet and Emath OVERDUED weekend homework.
Okay, so sorry to the various subject reps in my class for always not handing up my work on time, causing you more trouble to remember my name and what I didn't pass up. Just that I'm lazy ad at times super busy due to CCA.
I'm like typing this post half asleep, so pardon me for this crap post. Just wanted to wish everybody a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! Bye, gotta go bathe now..
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)