I've seen better days, but I've also seen worst. I don't have everything that I want, but I do have all I need. I woke up with some aches and pain, but I woke up.
My life may not be perfect, but I am blessed.

Tuesday, 17 September 2013

I feel like poop :(

Got back a few more prelim papers today. Was quite happy with AM, but other than that, I felt horrible. I don't know but this feeling of disappointment and feeling that I've let so many people down is just terrible! :( I'm sorry, I really am. I wanted to make you all happy, but I brought sorrow. I wanted to make you proud, but I brought disappointment. I'm such a disgrace..

I'm feeling really helpless and hopeless and on the verge of giving up on myself. I know I can't give up now, and I hope that this feeling would be suppressed till after Os. There's this feeling of numbness in me and I don't know if anyone can even understand me. I seem to self doubt and self criticize a lot nowadays.. I don't really know what's happening to me :(

This is exactly how I feel now. Argh, this sucks..

I know this post is very emo and I don't usually show this side of me much. Okay, I'll try to make things a little better, I hope..

Had CHAMPION SEMINAR today. It was awesome!! Great catchup time with Delta! Love them loads <3
MARSA MATHRU GROUP PIC!
Before we had our 'feast'
BORN FOR VICTORY, DELTA <3

I'm like trying to bury the feelings deep within myself. Hope it works and I'll trudge on strong..







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