FLAG DAY

Had flag day today. I went around Jurong East MRT, Jurong Library and Jcube with Sharon and Grace. From 7.30am-8.30am we just walked around aimlessly. It was so early and we were all still tired. And at 8.30am, we went to Macs at Jcube to have breakfast. Ate till about 9.30 before continuing on our job.

Met Phyu at Macs during breakfast. She was there with Suen Chi to 'study', but apparently Phyu was listening to music and stoning.. Aiyoo, that woman ahh!! Okay, headed back to the MRT, where I met Candace and Cheryl Cheng, carrying bags which were FULL and heavy. Looking at mine, guess there's more work to be done! Luckily, they helped me!! Thanks guys!! They helped me to fill my bag to a reasonable weight, or else I would be so paiseh when I return the bags.

From collecting, I realized so many Singaporeans have become so selfish or want something in return for the money they put in. WHY?? And I see children saying no. Why are parents teaching their children the wrong values? I feel so sad for these children.

However, I do appreciate those who willingly came up to give or those who used it as an opportunity to teach their young ones the joy of giving. I see the elderly giving, the young giving, parents teaching their children to give. I feel so heartened. More people should learn to be like you all.

'So many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half asleep, even when they're busy doing things that they THINK are important.'

I feel that this is so true. They need to stop being so materialistic. Earthly things don't last!

Okay, this post is so horrible, but I'm currently sick. Down with a cold and fever and half-asleep while typing. :(

It's been a while since I last posted. Life is getting harder and harder, and I'm starting to get somewhat negative. The workload is overwhelming and exhausting me. BUT PRESS ON!! It's only going to get easier. Okay, I'd better go study my tingxie now.. Tomorrow got school! :(

And THANK YOU for your appreciation. It's encouraging to know that you all remembered and thanked me for it. It made everything worthwhile. I hope that you all would impress me with your wonderful uniform. It's heartening to see you all improve so quickly and putting in all your effort. And you all are so humble to learn and want to be the best that you ever can be. Thanks for making my job so much easier. I'm so proud of all of you. Be humble to change and show us your true potential. Dare to stand out. Lead the crowd, don't let them lead you. Take control of everyone. I hope that you won't disappoint me during March Camp. ENDURE, your suffering now would only mean your success in the future. Success does not come through luck, it is the result of sweat, tears, blood, but determination, perseverance and learning from failure. You all learn from your mistakes quickly and change. I'm sure that you all would do great things in the future. Don't disappoint us during camp, we believe in you. REMEMBER, we won't ask for anything more that YOUR BEST. IF YOU GAVE YOUR BEST, TO US, THAT'S ENOUGH. STAY STRONG!!

Thanks!

Dear you,

Perhaps you or someone you know, might be going through a hard time, hurting from the lies they were fooled by, getting stressed out and pressured by society and expectations. Maybe right now, behind the smile, you’re actually bleeding but its too painful or shameful to want to talk about it with someone.

If no one’s said this to you before, I want to let you know that its okay to not be okay or wanting to be alone for a while sometimes; being emotional is not a weakness but the most beautiful sign of life in a person.

We’re all going to have our different paths and pains in life. We’ll feel hopeless and alone at times, many times, but whatever shit life throws at you, you've got to constantly find that courage to brave through it. And even when you hit the point where you're too weak to carry on by yourself, draw strength and hope again from the dearest ones around you.

Because you’re never really alone even though sometimes, you might feel that you are. The ones who truly love and care about you, will always find a way to let you know that they’re still there for you. And most times, its their little acts of concern in our most desperate and trying times, that mean the most.

If you've been through it, you know it, you've felt it. Well, you too could be that difference to someone else. If you care about someone, stand by them. If you love someone, show them in your own time and ways. If you know a person who’s hurting, encourage them on with hope. Because its all these little moments of concern and love that could make the biggest impact and difference. We’re never too insignificant and its never too early to let someone know you care, but it can always be too late.

Trudge on strong.

Welcome to another distraction!

I CREATED FACEBOOK!!

Yep, i did, and successfully invited myself into another world of distraction. YAY!! I did it at Jessica's house before we went for mega games. And wow, i really don't know how to use?! Okay, I'm just like welcoming myself into another world of distraction. But anyways, i find it quite fun to explore how to use. But the disadvantage of that is that I'll accidentally press something wrong and it would result in horrid consequences. WHATEVER, but it's fun!!

And thanks for allowing Wendy and I to join in the mega games today. We really had the fun and break we needed. And for helping me to create facebook, Jess. And to Wendy for teaching me how to private so as to not attract stalkers. And HAHA, Karen ahh, i kinda forgot about them in the spur of the moment. Thanks for the reminder about the cadets trying to stalk, but SERGEANT MAJOR will help me, HAHAH, thanks Rong! But i think they already know where i stay.. They stalked after IMT. I tried super hard and kept looking around to ensure that they were nowhere nearby, but to no avail. They managed to get into the next carriage without me noticing. And by the time i realized, i'm already on the way to lakeside..

Oh man, i'm kinda feeling giddy now. Always get that hated feeling somehow or another. Is there like something wrong with me?!?! Okay, BYE world and goodnight! :)

Mega Games Day

Had chinese today. I had wanted to wait for Phyu, but i realise that she was going to be 30 mins late, so i went there by myself. Met Nat and Wendy at the foyer and we hurried to language lab. Sorry for making you wait so long, Nat. Anyways, lesson was quite fun and very funny!

After that, Wendy and I headed to Jessica's house for lunch, and then to the church for MEGA GAMES DAY. It was quite fun, and there was free dinner. YAY, i love the games! Although we just stood there, we were quite tired at the end, don't really know why...

UNLUCKY DAY...

The day started okay, with Chem. Just a little PMS-y at one point during the lesson, but other than that, it was okay. After that,  we had the bio SPA OLEVEL. I was so scared as the topic given was so unpredictable and it was impossible to guess the question, unlike last year's..

And anyways, gotta admit that i was not relaxed and super stressed. I felt unprepared, totally unprepared. And there were a few hiccups here and there, but i did my very best and hope that it was enough. And then my hand got dirty due to some reasons.

Recess was at 11am, what a screwed up timetable. Anyways, i bought food cause i was starving and accidentally dipped my hand in. OH MAN, my hand today was like a major mess and everyone was laughing at my epic-ness. It's not funny arhh, people. Oh well, hope all goes well. :)