I've seen better days, but I've also seen worst. I don't have everything that I want, but I do have all I need. I woke up with some aches and pain, but I woke up.
My life may not be perfect, but I am blessed.

Monday, 28 January 2013

Mentally drained.

I kinda loved today because we end at 1230!! But sadly, it's on a CCA day. Oh well, it's still good cause i had more time to complete my work. After the last period, which is bio, i wanted to chiong down for lunch since lessons have ended and my stomach was growling. Then, we had an impromptu extra chinese lesson from 1230-130. So my lunch had to be pushed back :( But i think that i did well for the 2 综合填空. I got like 7/10 for both,which is like a major achievement for me cause my median/mode mark is usually 2-3, hehe. Ok, my chinese is poor.. And i really feel very motivated to do 1 chinese phrase book like what laoshi recommended, but i don't think my motivation will last long and my laziness will soon suck away my motivation.

Then i went back to class cause everyone had already finished eating and i didn't want to be a loner.. Luckily, Nat saved the day and we went down together to have lunch. On the way down, we just kept talking! I didn't realize we had so much to say. We talked about Kylie and her mood swings, hehe. She was telling me how Kyl's mood swings were when they were in Sec 1. HAHA, what a random thing to talk about. And a few cadets came for interview? Ok, we ended up having talk cock session. Okay, i don't really know why but i felt mentally drained after the day ended. AHH, i hate this feeling of being mentally tired but physically motivated to do work.. HELP!! Should i go and sleep or do some work which was planned to be done on wed? I've completed everything i've planned for today. OKAY, I'VE MADE UP MY MIND: I'll do some work nonetheless,  I don't want to feel like time wasted. Okay, today was bitter-sweet..

And i don't think i should be here, BYE!

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