Accidents do happen..

Wow, I haven't blogged for quite long already.. A few days ago, there was an accident outside Mum's office and apparently it was a hit-and-run accident. Mum's colleague, from China, was coming out of a taxi to enter the office and the taxi driver was helping to carry the luggage out. Suddenly, a reckless driver hit the taxi and the taxi turned 180 degrees and swung and hit the taxi driver and Mum's colleague. Both fell to the grass patch and Mum ran out of the office to see what happened after she heard the sound. Luckily, the hit-and-run driver got arrested. The taxi-driver was unconscious while Mum's colleague could still talk and tell Mum where was hurting. Unfortunately, the taxi-driver passed away already and Mum showed me the news on the newspaper. I feel so sad for his family and the taxi driver just didn't deserve to die. WHY did he have to die, he was just helping :( and Mum's colleague is still hospitalized and her husband is unable to come to Singapore because he is a government servant in China. I just hope for peace in the taxi-driver's family and that they would be able to cope with the passing and Mum's colleague would get well soon.

I just realize that there are so much homework that I just don't know where to start and I feel so burdened by every single thing on the list that it seems to be never ending. I'm tired.

Itchy itchy

Went to the doctor's today cause the itch is really making me feel so uncomfortable I feel like crying. Really respect those who can tahan this kinda itch cause it's seriously killing me.. Affected my productivity and I feel like crap. WHY does this kind of nonsense infect me NOW?! I feel like dying, argh.. Trying my best not to scratch, arghhhhh

Sharon has been having a breakdown these past few days. Hope she's able to cope with the stress and not put herself down to much. HAHA, to Sharon, if you ever escape your house at 9.30pm to RUN to relieve stress, tell me! I'll go down and maybe run with you? And if you need a listening ear, I'll be here too. I also have these kinda breakdowns and it's difficult to not have anyone who understands and is going through the same thing. Don't bottle everything up kayy, although that's like what I do, but I'll be here for you. LUVYA <3 my going to school buddy

So itchy..

I just got infected with some itch/rash/allergy/whoknowswhat that leaves me so itchy that I can't resist the temptation to scratch. This is horrible, I look like some horrid with all the red spots on me, arghhh.. And the worst thing is that it distracts me a lot from work and I get really pissed with myself for being unproductive. Haizz what should I do now?! I've like no known allergy and rashes rarely attack me so idk what this is.

Next week is like the last week of school!! :( Many memories, many stories, one crescent.

Argh, I don't feel like typing now. The itch is seriously taking a toll on me. This is crap.

ONE OF GOD'S WORKERS

How do you see yourself when you fail, when you completely blow it? Do you spend time thinking about all the ways you failed and that you are only as good as what you didn't do right? What does the enemy whisper in your ear when you've failed? Reminders of how you will never change, never grow? Reminders of the sin you have committed since you became a Christian?

For me, it's the reminders of all the times I've failed and convincing myself that I'm only as good as what I didn't do right. Even though I've tried to put these thoughts aside, the enemy loves to whisper in my ear, tempting me to doubt my salvation, my forgiveness, and my freedom.

Paul has just given the Corinthian church a strong rebuke. He said to them only eight verses earlier that he "could not address you as spiritual people, but as people of the flesh, as infants in Christ." In other words, they are so much like the non-Christian world around them that he can't even speak to them like the people of God, but instead needs to talk to them in baby talk, because they are so immature.

How then could Paul tell these Corinthians that they are God's fellow workers, God's field, and God's building so shortly after? He can tell them this because their identity is not found in what they have done, but what God in Christ did for them. They can be God's fellow workers, field, and building because, as verse 6 says, "God gave the growth.'

God is working through you to build up His kingdom and will use you in whatever way He chooses to be made much of. So, the next time the enemy would seek to whisper lies in your ear, remind him that you have been bought with the blood of Christ and are one of God's workers, a part of His field, and a brick in His building. Jesus will not let the church He is building fail or fall.