WE'RE INTENSIFYING

Intensives was quite fun today!! With all the laughter, jokes and videos! I loved it.. And wow, we have finished almost all the Stickys already, major achievement..

And I just hate how the school keeps turning the air-con on for hours and the bet thing is that they didn't ask us to bring jackets. And people like me are freezing, like literally freezing and gritting my teeth and my lower jaw was like shivering. And I'm still suffering the consequences of the air-con till today. It has affected my mood and my focus. Oh, why can't my body just go back to normal?! I'm like really frustrated over not being able to concentrate well. The feeling isn't good at all!

Ahh, I'm sorry body for not wearing my jacket and letting you freeze. I hope that you'll go back to normal soon so that I would be able to focus and get things right.

And collected some results today. English wasn't very good since we didn't really practice much and whatnots. I realized that I should jut go back to following ms praba's style cause IT WORKS!! Okay, hope I'll do better for English next time. Chemistry was okay, I wasn't really affected cause I know that I didn't put in much effort for it, so it turned out to be okay.. I didn't score very high, but not very low either. Emath was a total shock?! Getting A1 was like just crazy cause the paper was crazily difficult and I wanted to die. I wasn't expecting whatever I got for Amath as well! Like wow, okay, and I let the news sink in..

There's still hope, Xuanqi, never give up! MYEs came too quickly and you didn't study hard, so be grateful for whatever you get.. You didn't do exceptionally well, but you didn't fail too! And hopefully, there'll be a greater improvement for Prelims. Your motivation is through failure, so count this as a failure since you did so horribly bad, and convince yourself that As aren't much, so that you'll have the motivation to strive harder.. Jiayou for Chinese, you'll survive..

Okay, I hope all goes well tomorrow..

INTENSIVES

Today was the start of intensives, and it was amazingly better than i had expected it to be.. To be honest, it was fun! And sorry that i didn't finish the homework, laoshi.. I had chalet and crashed on Saturday. Didn't do really well, but not really badly as well, for Chinese. I kinda expected it since i didn't study at all for it. Sorry laoshi, for being such a disappointment. I promise to work extremely hard and do my very best for Os. I will strive to make you proud!

And to Nat: Cheer up my friend!! I know Chinese isn't really our niche, but you did your best and that's all that matters. Let's trust laoshi that everything will turn out all fine. Continue giving your best, I'm sure 你一定会有成功的一天. Just believe in yourself, Nat! WE CAN DO IT!! <3

And to Phyu: Although your Chinese isn't very good, never give up! Believe it yourself. The very reason why you chose not to give up is the reason why you MUST hang on there. It's gonna be another 2 more weeks and that's it! We'll survive through this together, I LOVE YOU BUDDY!!

And wow, i was amazed that we finished 70g of Stickys today. 70g down, 295g more to go!! HAHA

ROD CHALET (17 MAY 2013)

17 March 2013, ROD chalet'13 was really unforgettable! I loved Alpha's performance, although i couldn't really make out what they were singing at some parts, but overall, it was a wonderful performance, considering that they are only Alpha. And TCS was like photo bomb, HAHA. I've never taken so many shots at a time, i really wonder how our Part B NCOs felt when they had to take 17x3 shots all at one go. Okay, and i loved TCS with Alpha! Although i was stoning really badly so that i would avoid embarrassing myself by going all crazy, especially since i drank coke, which induced adrenaline, HAHAHA. So Bio.. Okay, successor talk went really well! I've never had a successor talk as a successor, so it was quite a new experience. And talking to the Part B NCOs about what to expect was like really hilarious, HAHA.. Hope they don't stress themselves out too much, but just for the fun of it, hehe ^^

And i can't believe I also scared the Part C NCOs, haha. I'm so mean.. And Shawnia was like falling asleep during successor talk, so i had to do something to keep her awake! And i kinda turned high, HAHAAHAHA adrenaline rushhhh.

Oh, and Deborah and I were eating like pigs in the middle of the night, HAHA. No one else wanted to eat with us, so it was just the two of us eating.. What to do when we're hungry?! And we slept at 3.30am!! (thanks deborah for enlightening the noob me who thought we slept at 2) This chalet felt so much better than last year where i was having a throbbing headache and Kylie vomitted. It was just really terrible.

And THANK YOU to the Specialists and cadets for all their ROD gifts, so many!! I haven't opened, cause I'm quite reluctant to. I'll get over it soon and open everything, but for now, everything shall remain neatly packed inside the bag.

And I loved the games on Day 2. Just hope that the OM and NCO barrier in Charlie'13 would disappear soon, it's like really affecting them..

 AND NEXT WEEK ISN'T GONNA BE GOOD.. HELP!!! :( DEMORALIZING WEEK OF PAPER CHECKING AND INTENSIVES ARE JUST GONNA MAKE IT WORST!!

This is like quite random, but it's my MYE schedule list. I kinda fill it up everyday with how i felt.. The drawings are kinda ugly since i had to lean forward so much to draw cause my desk to the wall is like the entire table's width and i ain't very tall, so i was quivering as i drew it. Feel so screwed man.. The feeling of failure is so real and it's the actual Os, and I'm really scared!!